Strange story, but real. I was smoking cigarettes at the balcony at 3:30 am. I was walking around while i was smoking. Normally i'd sit. This time i was not.

A truck was passing by. Something fell off of the truck. Althought i haven't seen what it is, i knew it was a corn. Then i looked down from the third floor and saw it. It was really a gigantic corn.

I immediately had the urge to go downstairs and grab it. It felt like i had to take it. Like, i was literally supposed to. I must, should, ought to etc. I had no idea what was i going to do with it but it was mine in my mind.

So i went out and took it.(ashamedly) I have it now as i'm writing this.

Then i googled and learned, corn symbolizes so many beautiful things in ancient cultures. First of, a corn has a lot of grains.(mines were very juicy and big ones) Which represents for something to be much. Like, you have something but it has some other sub-things and these are good. Like a pomegranate, corn also symbolizes fertility, whole lot of money and good luck (and a lot of other good things)

To me (as an astrologer in hard times) it means a lot more. Right now i'm being tested by my first Saturn cycle. A lot of things have changed in the last year and it's still been changing.(in my mind and enviromentally) I've been putting a lot of effort into things and people but i do not get what i want back. 

Now, Saturn represents farmers and earth in astrology. If they worked hard enough, their harvest will be good. It's their trophy. That corn was sent to me as i was thinking about not being able to get what i deserved. And i had the courage and will to be able to take it from downstairs. This is a sign for me from Saturn himself to remind me not to give up and keep going and that harvest season is soon. 

With this new Lunar Eclipse at 17th - 18th September, a new era for me begins and this is the story of how everything starts to change in my mind, how i succesfully passed Saturns tests and how he rewarded me symbollically. 

The real gift, however, is yet to come...

Soon.

As i'm writing these down i decided what i am going to do with it. I will dry it out and hang it on the nicest place on the wall.